Having a great night

So it's been a while, well really, a whole year, almost. And I find myself at close to the same impasse of life. Single, I've had my girl friends from time to time, but I find myself closer and closer to being what I was always afaird of in High School, being alone. Granted I'm young, I'm about to be a senior, but I can't shake the feeling that I had all there is sometimes. My track record isn't always the best, but there it is yet again lol. Maybe it's because I have the couples of all couples right next to me, always in love, sitting next to each on the couch just there. Granted they get alot of flack cause they are together alot, like always, but even so, I can't help but think I want a fraction of that in my life. Could that be my problem, the image of love? Sure let's go with that